A Twin Flame Runner's Guide to a Reunion: Carefully Guided Steps on How to Return to the Chaser

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I was the runner in my relationship until I worked on my issues. I went through a series of frustration and agony trying to understand what had come over me. I partly blamed him for triggering the pain that I was hiding from myself. I missed my Twin Flame all the time. Even though I found clever ways to block him out of my life.

I felt the energy merging all the time, I felt a void as if I was missing part of myself, and I thought of him all the time. I had to confront my feelings and my pain; Separation is an illusion.

Everything happened so quickly, by the time I understood what was happening, I had pushed him away. If only I could rewind -- I would have done it so differently. This whole Twin Flame phenomenon was a surprise -- even after three years of acknowledging him, most of the changes that I have been through are unbelievable.

There are no right words to explain to you how everything unfolded but I will try: I knew of him for five years. All our mutual friends talked about him. He knew of me as well. I was married to his friend. I rain-checked a lunch 2 years before we met. He wanted to finally meet me but I was exhausted that day.

He finally was stressed out with his life and wanted a change of scenery. I remember he impulsively bought an air ticket in disbelief. It was his first time getting out of his comfort zone. I expected him to arrive with his girlfriend but he was alone. He looked sad too.

I remember the first day I met him, and the last time we looked into each other's eyes. I miss him when I write about this. The first time locked our gazes, we both could not look away. I felt like I was staring into the Universe. We both acknowledged each other with a smile. From that day, we knew that we do not need words to say anything to each other.

I ran from him though. Once he left, I told him -- I love you and I do not want you to love me back -- that was silly. I told him that he overwhelmed me. He said; Fine - I think it's best for everyone if we don't talk. We both knew that we cannot stay away. We have tried over the past three years but I know that he is returning soon since I told him that we are Home to each other.

I told him that he would be back.

The thought of seeing him again treeifies me. I know that I will tear into tears. I was learning to cope with life in his absence but I know he is gonna come back and I have no control over it.

He gave me the space that I needed to heal -- I hurt him with my running behaviors and I apologized to him for it. I had to accept that life will never be the same again. I accepted the changes -- I finally overcame my struggles. The runner always misses the chaser.

I feel like my Twin Flame took over my life. He is in my blood; my essence, my mind, my eyes, my everything. When I look at myself in the mirror I see him. I feel him with me ALL the time.

Enjoy this simple book.